4.30am..Masih Berjaga..

Adehhh!!.. dah nak masuk subuh..aku masih takleh tido.. kenapaaaaaaaaa...mengapaaaaa??

Esok pagi mesti mcm zombi.. mcm mana nak bangun awal esok pagi nih..kalau dah waktu nie masih tak tido lagi.. adoilaa.. esok aku perlu melakukan kerja2 rumah yang dah lama tertangguh.. eh apa lak esok..skrg laa.. nie dah pagi.. pagi nanti , pembetulan..

Mata oh mata..kenapa kau taknak lelap.. lelap laa.. bagilaa aku tido dgn lena..

Night-- june 3,2009

I had a dream, a song to sing, to help me coupe with anything. If I can see the wonders of a fairy tales. Yeah if only I can see it. A fairy tales story, could it be mine someday??

Last 2 years. I do have a dream and a song to sing and it’s help me coupe with anything but when the reality check, everything seem to disappear just like that.

Wish I could turn back the time, I wish I could hold it from running but it’s not possible to do. And if anyone could do it, I don’t think the Universe will allow it to happen. What should I do to make sure I won’t regret every experience that I had in my life?

Gosh!! every minute getting harder and harder, at this point of time, I do wish someone could hold me and tell me that it’s going to be OK. Its remind me to a song that used to sing to myself whenever I felt lost.

“I’m a big big girl, in a big big world, it’s not a big big thing if you leave me, but I do do think that I do do will miss you much.. miss u much”

Tonight at this very moment, I do miss you, if today is our night, I’m gonna make it up to you. Tonight I will dedicate my heart to you. I’m gonna be a part of you. Tonight is the longest night and I wondering what you do. Since we're apart, I do felt miserable. Maybe it's a sign that I'm in love with you.

Ku benar-benar cinta, ku benar-benar sayang, tak terjawab bila hati bertanya, ke mana kau hilang.

Miserable..miserable..miserable..