Words...

~ There are things that we do not want to happen, but we have to face it. There are things that we do not want to know, but we have to learn. And there is someone we do not want to leave but we have to let it go~.

~ I have learned my lesson. I will accept the changes as my learning process. I will walk with my head high and not walking around with anger.~

Bz week..

Huuussshhh!

1) Merong Mahawangsa - Check 2 times ;p

2) Kampung Boy Lat - Check 1 times ;p (tiket murah takder dah) Marbeles!! Sgt2 best. Pic next extry k.. tak sempat nak donlod lagi.

3) Weekend with gegirls! - Check (Hari ni laa.. makan sampai buncit!)

4) Bowling dengan kengkawan - Check - Main sampai bengkak jari.. nak buat camner dah lama tak main..

5) Karok - blom berkesempatan..

Next week will be another bz weekend for me.. walauwei..

PUAS!!

Serius puas hati tengok "Merong Mahawangsa"!!.. Sapa tak tengok rugi.. betui tak tipu.. New era of Malay Movie.. superb!

Kalau pi jual luar negara confirmed orang2 putih, hitam, biru, kuning semua tengok!.. Pelakon yang mamtap, lawak yang bersahaja dan jalan cerita yang tidak terlalu berat but still happening.

Pi la beramai2 tengok Merong, hopefully can cecah kutipan more than 10million..

Mimpi indah Merong Mahasuasa mlm neh. ;p

Xder perasaan..

This few days, aku macam xder perasaan jer.. kenapa ek? mmmmm..

Maybe berkat doa Kamil di Mekah kut.. Terima Kasih Kamil.. Moga ko sempat laa membaca doa aku tu sampai habis yer... ;p

2013.. Semoga ada rezeki aku dan parents untuk mengerjakan ibadah Haji. Perasaan untuk ke sana sangat teruja, terlalu ingin melihat rumah Allah. Jika diizinkan insyallah sampai aku ke sana nanti..

Aminnnn.

Sepi..

Felt so lonely today mmmm. Terasa nak buat banyak activity bersama teman2 dalam satu masa.

Planning for next week;

1) Tengok Teater Lat; Kampung Boy @ Istana Budaya. Dah lama tak tengok teater last sekali tengok Natrah. Nak start balik kena selalu update calender IB sekarang.

2) Movie in the list "Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa". Dulu time sekolah pernah baca cerita neh rasanyer, komik2 yang dari china or somewhere else, tak ingat dah but the title really sound familiar.

3) Berkaraoke untuk melepaskan geram dan perasaan yang terbuku, boleh? Walaupun sore ku seperti buluh perindu, tetap tak over k.. nyanyi sorok2 jer.. ;p

Itu jer ker?? haaiihh.. apa lagi nak buat neh?mmm

Kalau ada aizan boleh main masak2 kat rumah kan..kan..kan.. Rumah ku sangat sunyi n sepi sekarang. Bosannnnnnn!!

07.03.2011

Such a busy..busy..busy day .. fuussshh!! Just another day.. survivor series ;p.

Nothing much to tell today beside than my work. Mmmmm, lebatnya hujan malam neh, best kalau dapat tido dengan lena sampai p

agi esok.. Dah lama sangat rasanya tak tido dengan lena sebegitu.

Maybe before tido kena dengar lagu Maher Zain dulu, baru dapat tido nyenyak gamaknya. Let's try nanti ya.

Next week will be my busy weekend, travel to terengganu for my sister "kenduri sambut menantu" at her husband side. Taking leave on Friday and Monday, ingat nak tinggal 1 hari di Temerloh.

Haiihh makin malas nak pergi kerja dari hari ke hari, but i have too! Mood holiday dah meronta2.. Tak sabar nak tunggu 4th May. My trip to Bali with Hawa and Sally. Best!

Dah imagine nak buat apa, plan nak pergi mana, nak rehat secukupnya. Dalam kepala sekarang dah terbayang2 keindahan Bali dan rumah mas

sage. Shopping? mmm.. x penting sangat, lagipun di Bali takder apa sangat yang boleh di beli, just for relaxing. Apa pun yang penting dapat massage!

This year, cuma boleh buat 1 trip sahaja, everyone busy with their own schedule, takperlaa dah masing2 ada urusan kan, at least we manage to do 1 trip. Next trip sapa tau, lagi best dan banyak. Insyallah..aminnnnnn..

Xder apa nak cerita sebenarnya, oklah leave you guys with a cute picture that i found today "Paddling with the Legend" ;p

Features of future Partner.

Excited huh!.. hahahha..

Just going through some stuff this afternoon, and i found the booklet from Mr. Eddie Rosyadie. Oh ya, for introduction, his the teacher or the expert about the "numbers" in your life, like birth date. From your birth date, they can come out with a story of your life.

Please do take a note that his not a fortune teller, "bomoh"or what so ever. He's just a man that have a knowledge about something and we can listen and learn something. The knowledge basically based on number, and they called it as "sains metafizik". Interesting stuff, we take what is good for us and ignore what is not.

Ok back to the title, last year i went to his classes and one of it is about the "Jodoh". They have this software that can calculate your birth date and come out with the "Astromorpho" or Astrological. Once you have yours, you will see your life graft with the other info in it.

From this graft, they can tell us about our life, career, spouse and etc.. and on my life graft the finding is quite interesting about my "jodoh" or future partner;

1) Great controller

* High expectation towards partners/spouse.

* May marry after the age of 30 years

* Husband got the rank but simple person

* Live in harmony

2) Great Justiciar

* The couple are emotional

* Although consistent married but still love the old lover (not a good one, yikes!)

3) Great Martial Artist

* Conscientious and independent partner

* Marriage becomes less prominent because of the cold and each have their own orientation (not a good one either)

4) Great Treasurer

* Couples who are good at planning and managing the family

5) Great Premier

* Partner that responsible and not anti social.

6) Great General

* Couples who have spontaneity

* Love is sometimes warm and sometimes cold

That 's my future partner! ;p

06.03.2011

WOW!!, how long since my the last post?? Too busy with my daily life. Now at the age of "23" am here again. Writing to myself.

So many things happens this few month or maybe years. Something that i, myself could not express it or even understand it. Looking back to my previous writing, now i understand how to learned your life from your pass.

While writing this entry, i can't stop smiling and thinking again on whatever things that i have wrote. Yes!! i did it again, i survive another year. Even before there's some sad, frustration, anger, and even jealousy but am still here to face a new year with a new challenge.

My hope to this year, i will become more sensitive and trust my instinct more than ever. Yes i have learned that your own instinct is more powerful than any voices. Listen to your heart and you will find the answer and way to make it, on whatever decision or path that your taking. Never ever forget to pray with your heart and soul to "ALLAH" and believe Allah knows what is the best for us.

Last 2 years i have gifted with lots of love from different people. Mummy and Ayah, will always be there for me no matter how difficult i can be, but they never lost their love towards me. Their love given me strength to face all the heartbreak and frustration.

To my brother and sister, i love you guys. Yes,we do argue sometimes, hates each other for a period of time. But i wont asked for a different brother or sister.

Lovely friends Hawa and Ema. Who know me more than myself. Who always be there when i need them. I love you so much. Girls, believe it or not we known each other more than 10 years now and going strong.

And to Maelvin, finally am over you, so over now. No more pain no more crying after dark. You will always become part of my life. I cherish all the love that we had. I will never ever deny you existent in my heart again. Will keep your memories save inside me. Maybe i will not find a guy like you again but i believe there's someone special for me out there.

If you reading this, thank you! thank you for all the time we spent, for all the love that we share and all the joy that you bring to my life. By saying and acknowledge this feeling it's become a medicine to my heartbreak.

LOVE is a powerful word that can bring lots lots lots of joy and event to a person. My brother and sister has found their love one, my friend has found their soul mate. And this will erase all the sadness and pain in their life. Wish them all a very happy and wonderful life together.

I thank Allah for giving me a chance to see and feel all this love. I my self will never stop looking for my LOVE once again.